One Blanket Finished

This particular crochet baby blanket has had a bit of a journey in its creation. I started out using star stitch but struggled to keep the rows the same length. While the stitching looked great, the blanket was slowly getting narrow which really was no good.

Determined to get it right and learn how to do the stitch I frogged it for the wonky rows and gave it another go. The second time around I was a little better – but only for a few rows before I once again dropped a stitch at the end of each row.unravelled yarn

Why couldn’t I get this?

I re-watched the YouTube video, found a few more to try and help learn how to do the star stitch. I just couldn’t get it right. Then I decided this particular stitch was simply too hard for me right now. I finished off the row I was working on, folded the blanket in half and cringed at how narrow it was becoming. project gone wrong

For a moment I thought I could do a fancy edging to hide the mistake. That could have worked. But it wasn’t satisfying for me. I’d know the blanket wasn’t finished correctly, and while I had done my best I really felt I could do better. This blanket simply didn’t meet the personal standard I set for myself.

I had tried. I had frogged it, twice. Then re-watched videos but it wasn’t coming together. So I decided I needed to use a different stitch and/or pattern, something that was more suitable to my skill level. I had no idea what that was.

I posted on FB, my friends thought don’t worry, do a fancy border. But it wasn’t good enough for me.

So I put a post on a crocheting group asking for suggestions how I could use this yarn to make a baby blanket – one that was easy!

The responses were to try courner2corner (C2C) pattern; it was quick and easy. I searched YouTube, found a great video or two which explained the pattern well, and I started again, with the same yarn and a slightly bigger hook.

And the result was much better. I have a baby blanket that keeps its shape, it was quick and easy, and much more enjoyable for me to stitch. And I completed the blanket well before baby’s due date.

None of this process, or hours and hours of work are seen in the final product. And it’s very likely I’ll soon forget how I had to problem solve, persist, and practise to finish this creative project.

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Sometimes it’s more about me and how I can adapt to a current project. When to persist, but also when to realise that maybe there’s another approach to be taken – one that’s easier and less stressful, but just as satisfying when the project is finally completed. And I can say, the blanket is finished to the best of my current ability. I can tackle harder projects once I’ve practised some more.

 

What projects have you started which have taken unexpected turns but still results in being finished? Please share in the comments below.

 

Lilliana Rose

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Pomegranates

For various reasons I stopped art class for a few months, just sometimes there are other things which need attention. I’ve returned to art classes for the three lessons at the end of the term to complete the Intermediate level.

The usual block wasn’t there for me. I wasn’t feeling as critical towards my art or self-conscious or worried whether or not I’d create a mess or not. I even went straight into a small painting of a pomegranate, no sketching beforehand, just marking out the outline with a paintbrush and a little watered down Alizarin red. I’ve never done anything like that before. I wasn’t nervous, critical or even doubting myself. I stepped up, and outlined in paint, then I got painting. What had changed?

pomegranateMaybe I feel a little more familiar with drawing and painting. I wasn’t attached to the outcome, because I wasn’t trying to be perfect first up and I wasn’t trying to produce a masterpiece. All I wanted to do was to finish this small painting in one lesson as best I could.

Reflecting on how I felt, I also noticed that I was more connected to my art, just as it came out, just as it was. I wasn’t tyring to force the process, but simply be. Without being critical about my art or doubting myself I could also be more connected to it, find the flow and let it out in whatever way that was going to be.

It was a more harmonious process. It was refreshing not to have an internal tug of war with myself. This particular art class marked a turning point in my painting journey. Before I was so out of my comfort zone, but now less so to the point where I could begin to enjoy myself and not be crippled by fear and doubt.

This was also the first time I’d been more aware of this change during a creative journey. In the past I’ve not been so self-aware. By being self-aware of the process I can ensure I repeat this positive outcome in the future when trying new writing projects or any new creative project. my painting

And of course it’s a gentle reminder to keep persisting.

Has there been a time when you were completing a creative project and you noticed a shift in how you connected with your art? Please share below.

Lilliana Rose

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